I fear it before
Now it's happening,
That we're ending
To lose you is hard,
I should lose the feeling
But I can't discard
To fake a feeling
I have feelings, negative feelings
I fear the day to have these feelings
You gave it to me
Now, I forgot to feel a happy me
Because you were a part of my life
I planned most of it with you
Because I thought you and I are for life
I planned most of it for you.
I want to be out
I want to cut you out
It's bitter,
But it feels better.
Better but not happier
My life without you may be a blur
But I can't stay like this no more
I have to be strong and be more
To forget is hard
But I can't disregard
That you were once with me
But now I have to move on to save me.
-crischelleA.
